monday.. the 1st subject will be started....

DAMN IT! Feel like there's no time left for me to study...

Why there're so much thing i need to read and remember...

haiz....

tired! no.. extremely exhausted!!!

duno how am i gonna sit for my exam...

geo, his.... a lot....

chemistry, biology.... more than a lot... [?]

physic, math...... little nia... [BUT GOD DAMN HARD LA!!! WALAO!]

i don't want those result start with 5 or below...

but 60 arr....

still don't like le...

may be start with 7 will be better...

80 or 90 much much better...[wake up! stop building castle on air~]

Now all i have to do....

is study..

beside study, it's still study~

Gosh! gambateh la!

BUSY BUSY BUSY....

How come senior must be so busy......

Don't know why...

No one can answer....

may be is just because we've grown up...

we need to learn to how to be a grown up..

Most of them are busy... right?

2 of my friends are leaving...

why..?

result? friends? future?

haiz........

i don't know what should i do...

i want them to stay...

but they have their choice too...

may be i should support them

as the friend of them..?

or just want them to stay... (childish)

After together is leave...

may be this is the law...

i should just bless them..?

Exam coming...

luckily they are not very hard for me..

but i know those teachers...

are crazy...

this semester test won't be easy...

may be i should start prepare it now...

Or else, my result will be very very... ugly?

TARGET AIMED!

chinese,english,bm: 60 and above..

math,biology,chemistry,physic: 70 and above (what!!)

history,geography: 80 and above

GAMBETEH!!

today go competition.. haiz.. so long no go le..
o my god, haiz......
feel so..
duno how to say....

today only got 4 senior one..
what the..
stupid la..
how come there are just 4 people take part..
LOL..

may be is the least number of participants ever...
today so tired..
haha..

nopw learning to draw robots..
iron man is my 1st training..
i can do it!

Lol.. so long no update ald....

Since exam started, i have left my blog a long time...

so much thing happened in these few weeks...

duno why..

i just feel very tired, very busy...

and my result.. ARRRRGGGGGG~~

so damn it lousy..

haiz...

may be i am not hardworking enough...

or may be just i can't put effort in my study...

sometimes, i hate such busy days..

but if i am not busy, i just feel like very.. free.. ==

nothing to do whole day= wasting time= stupid life..

so much to do...

my studies, need to prepare for the activity, training my drawing skills..

24 hours is just too little to me..

may be if i got 26 or more a day..

may be i get to sleep more ^^

so..

wish i can finish all my things in time.. +u!

I changed my comp~~

muahaha... finally....

windows 7~! (but only home basic.. == i want ultimate)

haiz... so hard to backup things to new comp..

I DONT HAVE ANOTHER HARD DRIVE..

felt quite.. high tech.. at least i never got such a thing before..

Now i really need to prepare exam...

haiz... geography..

how the hell am i gonna study..

or just forget about it.. study physic..?

but my target is 80 le.. how am i gonna reach it if i don't study geo..

anyway.. i need get away from my comp for a whole week..

T.T

SHIT~!!

i haven't finish studying yet...

(i felt that i didn't even start yet)

o god..

now how am i gonna finish those bunch of books...

i still have to plan the society things...

haiz...

i shouldn't use so much time drawing..

damn it~!!!!!!

now i have to study study study and study~!!

jor........

hate history....

also duno how to study..

i cant read it as a story book now...

T.T..

Now i really really very b0 song......

WHY MUST WE HAVE SUCH GOVERNMENT....

EVERY THING JUST MALAY MALAY MALAY....

ALTHOUGH THEY ARE REALLY USELESS,

BUT DO THEY NEED TO SO... ECCENTRIC..~!!!!!

Well, we know that all 2010 form 4 students have to

study 7 literature only,

but those form 5 students need to study 12 literatures.....

Anyone know why..?

JUST BECAUSE FOR THOSE NOOBS MALAY~!!

LOTS OF CHINESE GET A EASILY IN ENGLISH,

BUT MALAY CAN'T,,

THEN OUR DEAR GOVERNMENT

CHANGE IT EASIER BY CHANGING

THE NUMBER OF LITERATURE..

(means that next year spm have no quality..)

THEY THOUGH THAT:

" Chinese already got A, why don't we just change it easier,

malay get A, chinese get A..everyone's happy~~"

OK.. THIS IS NOT THE PROBLEM.....

THE PROBLEM IS.. WHY CAN'T THEY CHANGE MALAY

EASIER FOR CHINESE..??!!!

CAN'T THEY THINK THAT :

"Chinese can't get A in malay easily, why don't we change it easier for them,

malay get A,chinese get A too,everyone's happy.."

THEY DON'T~!!

ALL THEY ARE WORRY ABOUT IS JUST THOSE STUPID,

NOOB, ONLY KNOWHOW TO DEPENT ON GOVERNMENT

MALAYS~!!!!!!!!!!

AND WE ALL KNOW THAT IN SPM, WE CAN ONLY

CHOOSE 10+2 SUBJECT,,,

BEFORE IS 16 SUBJECTS...

ANYON KNOW WHY AGAIN THEY CHANGE...?

SAME REASON...

FOR THOSE STUPID MALAYS~!!!!!

A LOT OF CHINESE GOT 16 A1.....

NOT MALAY......

CAUSE THEY DON'T TAKE PART IN CHINESE..

THEN THE MAX IS 15..

OUR GOVERNMENT FELT SHAME FOR IT

CAUSE THEY ARE MALAY TOO~

THEN NOW THEY CHANGE INTO 10,

EVERYONE HAVE THE SAME A...

AND AGAIN, THEY CHANGE IT ..

JUST FOR THOSE USELESS MALAYS...

BY THE WAY, CONGRATULATION TO

THOSE 2013 FORM 1 STUDENTS...

(INCLUDE MY BRO.. ==)

ALL OF YOU WILL BE STUDYING EVERYTHING,

LIKE MATH, SCIENCE OR SOMETHING..

IN MALAY~

EVEN IN THE EXAM, USE MALAY TOO..

SAME REASON...

JUST TO LET THOSE MALAYS TO BE BETTER

IN MATH AND SCIENCE AND

ALL THOSE STUFF..

PLEASE...

NOOBS ARE NOOBS..

YOU CAN'T CHANGE THEM BECOME

BETTER BY JUST CHANGING

THE LANGUAGE FOR THEM~!!

WHAT ABOUT OTHER RACE..?

WHY MUST WE LEARN SUCH A USELESS LANGUAGE..?

I SAW LOTS OF CHINESE LEARN BM BUT LESS

(OR SHOULD I SAY VERY LESS..)

MALAY LEARN CHINESE~!!

EVERYONE IS THE SAME HERE, WE DON'T HAVE AND

GOVERNMENT CAN'T FORCE OTHER RACE

TO LEARN OTHERS LANGUAGE......

BACK TO THE TOPIC..

IS THERE ANY POINT TO CHANGE..?

ONLY LET THOSE NOOBS BE BETTER..?

MAY BE IS JUST DON'T LET US OUT OF THE COUNTRY...

BM ARE ALMOST USELESS IN OTHER COUNTRY.....

WHICH MEANS IT'S USELESS THAT WE LEARN

ALL THOSE SUBJECT IN MALAY....

WHICH MEANS WE ALL HAVE TO STAY IN MALAYSIA

AND HELP OUR OWN COUNTRY...

SOUNDS NOT BAD..

BUT MALAYSIA HAVE SERIOUS RACIAL PROBLEM.....

I HATE THAT~!!

(i felt like a also have a bit this kind of problem ==)

SO..... FOR ME...... I RATHER PUT MORE EFFORT

IN MY UEC

BUT NOT SPM..

WHAT FOR,,? SPM IS JUST FOR MALAYS......

IT'S USELESS FOR US NOW...